SOMEDAY.

YOU MUST BE UNDERSTAND. SOMEDAY.

Still

He still there. Everyone you want to forget if you try so hard it's just make them still on your mind. Why? Cause by they not really stay away from your mind if you hating them. They all just running on your mind. Try to ignore it. Everything bad moment with them and if its happening again in the future it just only remind them. Trust me. I hate it.

My fucking life.

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you. Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming. Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over. Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies while deep inside you're bleeding. No you don't know what it's like, when nothing feels all right. You don't know what it's like, to be like me. No one ever lied straight to your face, no one ever stabbed you in the back. You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay. Everybody always gave you what you wanted, never had to work it was always there. You don't know what it's like, what it's like! To be hurt! To feel lost! To be left out in the dark! To be kicked when you're down! To feel like you've been pushed around! To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you! No you don't know what it's like! WELCOME TO MY FUCKING LIFE!

The fucking truth of fucking life.

RANDOM

Kopi Panas. Cinta itu seperti kopi panas, paling enak di minum saat panas tapi resikonya ya cepet abis. Caranya biar ga cepet abis? Ya di minumnya pelan-pelan tapi kalo di minum pelan-pelan resikonya keburu dingin.

Terbang. Tiap manusia bisa terbang, yang di butuhkan hanya seseorang untuk menunjukan bagaimana melebarkan sayapnya.

Luka. Seni dari hidup itu adalah tinggal bersama luka dan setiap hari masih bisa tertawa.

Bahasa gue ketinggian ya? HAHAHA ya namanya juga idup~

P E R H A T I A N

Begitu penting kah sebuah perhatian? YAP!!! Perhatian itu sangat PENTING. Perhatian bagai kekuatan yang dapat mengobati. Kenapa? Karena saat ada seseorang yang terjatuh disitu lah dia sangat membutuh kan perhatian. Walau sekedar lu nemenin dia duduk atau malah lu dengerin dia cerita dan lu kasih saran. Perhatian itu obat penawar luka. Perhatian membuat siapapun merasa diinginkan. Sebuah pelukan, ciuman sayang sekarang dan nantinya, untuk memperlihatkan bahwa dia peduli. Perhatian menunjukan perasaan yang murni kasih sayang dari seseorang, dengan arti gue sayang sama lu, yaitu Jika lu punya ketakutan, datanglah ke gue. Jadi, jika lu tergelincir dan gagal. Jangan khawatir, gue disini menemani lu.... Memberi kepastian.... Perhatian....

Gue punya cerita nih dulu di suatu pulau, ketika penduduk asli ingin bagian hutan untuk di tanami, mereka tidak menebang pohon. Mereka bersama-sama mengelilingi pohon dan meneriakan kata-kata kasar dan itu menumbangkannya. Pada suatu hari pohonnya menjadi layu, dia mati dengan sendirinya. Ngerti maksudnya? Jadi gini maksudnya gue jelasin. Jangan kan orang kalo di hina-hina atau di kucil kan atau di cakin atau apalah itu menurut lu, pohon aja kalo di gituin bisa layu dan mati apalagi orang? Maksudnya tuh bukan orang kalo dikata-katain gitu langsung mati-_- ya kaliiii, maksudnya tuh pendirian dia atau jati diri dia mati dalam arti hilang. Kalo ada orang yang udah ilang pendiriannya jangan lu kata-katain tapi lu kasih perhatian kaya tadi diatas yang gue bahas. Udeh segitu dulu dari gue~

LOOK ME, PLEASE!

So I look in your direction, but you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me. Because you say you see straight through me, don't you? And on and on from the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep, i'll be there by your side, just you try and stop me, i'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care. Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good and I want you to know. That you'll always get your way, i wanted to say, Don't you Shiver? I'll always be waiting for you, so you know how much I need you, but you never even see me, do you? And is this my final chance of getting you? And it's you I see, but you don't see me. And it's you I hear, so loud and so clear. I sing it loud and clear. And I'll always be waiting for you. So I look in your direction, but you pay me no attention, and you know how much 'I need you', but you never 'even see me'.